I Guess the World Hasn’t Had Different Days — Journal Entries 2023
Easy isn’t how I want you to portray your stigma when you first meet me. Create an unknown stigma. He likes to understand the unknown; it creates a new stigma for his people, places, and things. Pour your heart out without even speaking. Cry him a melody…
Subtle Deceptions — Journal Entries 2023
Sometimes telling yourself to be subtle will attract the opposite of what you are wanting. The key word is “wanting.” Wanting is the unknown. (Are the people, places, and things thriving off the evil eye portrayed by both sides?) Yes, both sides. Imagine…
This Is the PTSD Talking — Journal Entries 2023
I’m praying for the days ahead that will bring an at-ease mindset—finding some kind of way so that the people, places, and things won’t rush my end date. Praying for days of some kind of solid healing, for my body at least. I am beautiful— the inside is…
I’m Sorry I Didn’t Relapse, I’m Just Mentally Ill—It’s Called Attacks — Journal Entries 2023
I believe my pacing has to do with my anxiety. I’m sorry. It’s not a relapse. Ask my old people, places, and things. Again, another questionable decision by the new people, places, and things. But you checked on my privacy, and now you’re turning it back…
What daily habit do you do that improves your quality of life? — Journal Entries 2023
There’s a new remedy I saw on the Today show: tapping—three taps on certain parts of your body. It’s helped me cut down on cigarettes, anxiety, and lately, my personal experiences. (I know—broad.)
The Bitter Symphony of Broken Hearts — Journal Entries 2023
Life is good when your heart breaks. Life is good when your mind goes full throttle and you’re pouring down tears of rain caused by their “revenge conspiracies.” Yeah, conspiracies. I mean, at this point, it’s so believable that my people, places, and…
What’s your favorite time of day? — Journal Entries 2023
Nighttime—the world is resting, no one to be seen. I mean… “once in a blue moon, you’ll see someone…” The imagery response is: shaky—mornings. Thoughts—overthinking afternoons. Ego—nights, a wandering soul. Those who are up are not his company to keep.…
Steps of a PTSD Attack: Him — Journal Entries 2023
• Your personal preference is interfering with someone’s life—overthinks. • Flap those wings, as if you’re the greatest of them all—the ego reminder. • The silent storm—the brain begins to overthink. • Breaks down: freezes, shakes, and walks away. • In…
P.P.T. — Journal Entries 2023
He sees the fictional stories felt from his people, places, and things. Shaking body, rushing through his tasks while outside his safe space. He sees the fictional sorrows that want to be told to him. He just wishes for nonfiction sorrows instead.
How are you feeling right now? — Journal Entries 2023
Oui—trying to communicate within myself to convince myself that the people, places, and things aren’t out to get me. In other words, it’s hard for me to expect compassion and empathy.