Death offers easy solutions. — From the notebooks
Death offers easy solutions. I’m wrestling with my dignity while knowing the law of karma is real. I’m internally shredding each tissue that holds my head up. It says in the Bible – thou shalt not kill. Can I pray for it instead? You…
Instructions Not Included — New Poems
God whispered. I blinked. They asked what I meant. I said, “Dunno. Probably something prophetic.”
Duh, Part II — New Poems
I gave the message, they called me insane. Then built a church in my name. Duh.
Outcall the Outcast — New Poems
I wear the weight of my own making, a hero in a story I keep rewriting. Blood trails of broken wars within me— memories whisper, ghosts remind me— that I own my past, even when it tries to own me. A mind once dictated by the…
I Didn’t Die — New Poems
I just stepped off Earth for a while. I sat with the higher ones — talked, laughed, listened — and then they sent me back. I was granted another chance. Now I know the quiet joys of simply waking up. The responsibility…
Love Burns Bones — Jaded
Love drains my soul, heart, body, mixing with the water of my teardrops. I’m left carrying a heavy burden— missed melodies, sorry melancholy. Whispering to the heavens, “What did I do?” but bracing for karma to flash before my heavy eyes. Strap in. Let’s…
The Momentum — Jaded
The mountains I climbed to reach my destination left me on my knees, praying to the heavens for strength to complete this worn-out path— a journey through repeating routes, endless cycles, and roadblocks I once thought were impassable. When I give myself…
Written in Three Parts, with the Same Key — Journal Entries 2023
I am the power to my universe. I am the mogul to my name. I am the past of my future abilities, while making a name for change. I am the mogul to my name. I am the hero to my story. Feeling mentally unstable over the blood trails of broken wars I’ve had…
This Is the PTSD Talking — Journal Entries 2023
I’m praying for the days ahead that will bring an at-ease mindset—finding some kind of way so that the people, places, and things won’t rush my end date. Praying for days of some kind of solid healing, for my body at least. I am beautiful— the inside is…
What personality trait in people raises a red flag with you? — Journal Entries 2023
Is safety at… fuck, that’s about 98% of a yes. People mistake karma. Yo, karma defined: a higher power will take control of such evil. God’s got this. Karma isn’t a physical form. It’s mental. Now, let’s try this again? Yeah? Grit is to be found. If you…