What profession do you admire most and why? — Journal Entries 2023
Profession—to answer this with imagery: [Here the original quotes the “old Taylor can’t come to the phone” line from Taylor Swift.] Mogul. To help others—to be that name that all need, at least… here and there.
I’m Sorry I Didn’t Relapse, I’m Just Mentally Ill—It’s Called Attacks — Journal Entries 2023
I believe my pacing has to do with my anxiety. I’m sorry. It’s not a relapse. Ask my old people, places, and things. Again, another questionable decision by the new people, places, and things. But you checked on my privacy, and now you’re turning it back…
Damn — Journal Entries 2023
I have so much going for me, and the evil eye still surrounds me with their daily urges, which are becoming so routine.
What daily habit do you do that improves your quality of life? — Journal Entries 2023
There’s a new remedy I saw on the Today show: tapping—three taps on certain parts of your body. It’s helped me cut down on cigarettes, anxiety, and lately, my personal experiences. (I know—broad.)
The Bitter Symphony of Broken Hearts — Journal Entries 2023
Life is good when your heart breaks. Life is good when your mind goes full throttle and you’re pouring down tears of rain caused by their “revenge conspiracies.” Yeah, conspiracies. I mean, at this point, it’s so believable that my people, places, and…
What’s your favorite time of day? — Journal Entries 2023
Nighttime—the world is resting, no one to be seen. I mean… “once in a blue moon, you’ll see someone…” The imagery response is: shaky—mornings. Thoughts—overthinking afternoons. Ego—nights, a wandering soul. Those who are up are not his company to keep.…
Steps of a PTSD Attack: Him — Journal Entries 2023
• Your personal preference is interfering with someone’s life—overthinks. • Flap those wings, as if you’re the greatest of them all—the ego reminder. • The silent storm—the brain begins to overthink. • Breaks down: freezes, shakes, and walks away. • In…
P.P.T. — Journal Entries 2023
He sees the fictional stories felt from his people, places, and things. Shaking body, rushing through his tasks while outside his safe space. He sees the fictional sorrows that want to be told to him. He just wishes for nonfiction sorrows instead.
How are you feeling right now? — Journal Entries 2023
Oui—trying to communicate within myself to convince myself that the people, places, and things aren’t out to get me. In other words, it’s hard for me to expect compassion and empathy.
Yes or No, Vincent? — Journal Entries 2023
To end a long two months of utter chaos, realism, and self-peace, I found myself engaging more in the “no” aspects. I thought those months were my end. Life can be such a great place for you to become your own people, places, and things. While trying to…