Groundhog Day Sucks, Bro — Phoenix Heart
You work on your past. Ya know—its people, places, and things? Remember what was said in the verse above? Now ask yourself: why is the PTSD talking when I’ve “healed my past”? It’s not you, it’s them. It was you. Now it’s them.
Her Majesty Once Said — Jaded
“Look what you made me do.” Yeah, that’s right. That’s my table. “Process the past like it’s the last thing left to do before its time here is done. Forgive, forget, prosper—as they eat the hate that once tried to spread to you. Become the new norm,…
Shifting — Phoenix Heart
The sigh sees blue skies with fluffy clouds, a peak of light shining over the mountain scenery. The body feels the crisp warmth, with a gentle breeze whisking back and forth. His mind, once tortured and strained, now finds ease. The expressions that once…
Time: The Gift That Keeps Screaming — Jaded
It doesn’t just whisper its secrets. It slams down on the table like an old friend who’s had too much to drink— a few scars, some bruised memories, and just enough bitterness to leave you wondering if you ever really knew who you were. The gift it leaves…
Roaming Status: Pending — Journal Entries 2023
One of my defects is seeking a “shoulder to cry on…” One of my fights is seeking a “shoulder to cry on…” A journey to overcome, a trip to experience, a memory I hope to share while trying to compare, for a helpful hint in finding this middle meaning.…
What is the most important thing to carry with you all the time? — Journal Entries 2023
I learned this point of view, summoned up in my poetic mind: the people, places, and things. Sightseeing, aroma, sniff, onomatopoeia effects, and tactile imagery. Does it bring on a flashback? If so, this is called PTSD, caused by your people, places,…
Yeeet — Journal Entries 2023
The people, places, and things are easily his muse. Yet the catch-22 is, they easily create the triggering attacks.
What motivates you? — Journal Entries 2023
To answer this question—it’s pretty broad. To not relapse, to not fight fire with fire, and to not give up on myself? Hmm… I guess when you have PTSD, the people, places, and things are likely the reason why you haven’t given up. I did say this question…
This Is the PTSD Talking — Journal Entries 2023
I’m praying for the days ahead that will bring an at-ease mindset—finding some kind of way so that the people, places, and things won’t rush my end date. Praying for days of some kind of solid healing, for my body at least. I am beautiful— the inside is…
I’m Sorry I Didn’t Relapse, I’m Just Mentally Ill—It’s Called Attacks — Journal Entries 2023
I believe my pacing has to do with my anxiety. I’m sorry. It’s not a relapse. Ask my old people, places, and things. Again, another questionable decision by the new people, places, and things. But you checked on my privacy, and now you’re turning it back…