You Allow It to Happen—Mind Reset, 100% Completed — Journal Entries 2023
These past days, the world has been in charge of his mindset. He self-destructed into a pit full of his own pity parties, created by the people, places, and things. Just imagine how his mindset is today: embarrassed, shocked, and grateful. Yeah, that…
The Bitter Symphony of Broken Hearts — Journal Entries 2023
Life is good when your heart breaks. Life is good when your mind goes full throttle and you’re pouring down tears of rain caused by their “revenge conspiracies.” Yeah, conspiracies. I mean, at this point, it’s so believable that my people, places, and…
What’s your favorite word? — Journal Entries 2023
Carry. I’ll use it in a sentence, in the Poetic Vincent mind: He carries himself with a burden, a heartache, a relapse, and dignity. Imagination isn’t sadness. That would be his favorite word: carry. Always carry thyself with a purpose, even if the…
Story Line — Journal Entries 2023
Your past leaves scars, dents, scrapes, laughter, and subtle cries. The present teaches lessons, guidance, patience, and practice. The future: your present-day past errors, revisited into a teaching lesson— some kind of new emotional or physical…
Describe your life in an alternate universe. — Journal Entries 2023
The irony in this question.
Idk Anymore — Journal Entries 2023
Getting used to a new custom, built by the version of yourself that seeks a better you, seems to push the backstabbing further into my back. Getting used to a certain custom while meeting hopeful beginnings has made me more unpopular.
What motivates you? — Journal Entries 2023
To answer this question—it’s pretty broad. To not relapse, to not fight fire with fire, and to not give up on myself? Hmm… I guess when you have PTSD, the people, places, and things are likely the reason why you haven’t given up. I did say this question…
What’s your favorite time of day? — Journal Entries 2023
Nighttime—the world is resting, no one to be seen. I mean… “once in a blue moon, you’ll see someone…” The imagery response is: shaky—mornings. Thoughts—overthinking afternoons. Ego—nights, a wandering soul. Those who are up are not his company to keep.…
Rising Above Adversity: The Brilliance of His Name — Journal Entries 2023
Grow his name like the daily topics that come out of your mouth. He slays the woe of burdens, as if he’d ask anyone for some type of emotional support. His abyss already feeds off the thought of his accusers. Practice the words that make him your daily…
Dear Father — Journal Entries 2023
Father, you raised me when Mother wasn’t present—gave me a childhood, a home, food on my plate, and clothes on my back, morning, noon, and night. Dear Father, I am haunted by the pain you put on me. I created outbursts because you always kept me locked…