Just Needs to Be Heard — Journal Entries 2023
I don’t seek an emotional response to my daily complaints. They just need to be heard. Don’t justify my tone, either. It’s just your stigma, which you can’t seem to change about yourself. Please.
Once It’s Called Again — Journal Entries 2023
When the world is walking into you— your type of emotional response, the mask of resentments— is it the unintentional ignorance of the truth you are masking? Now you’re in a window display for the acts of judgment, set to self-destruct. The daily routine…
Someone Took Away My Self-Worth — Journal Entries 2023
Intimacy was not consented. You just became the victim of an already harder journey. A damaged setting. Fuck, man. Turn away from him—his voice, face, and eyes carry weakness. He hasn’t seen himself. He avoids the mirrors he comes across. Fuck, man.…
The Climax Point — Journal Entries 2023
I’ve been at my dream since fifteen. I’m twenty-six. I’m at the climax point. Believe me when I say, “Ego will bring on the evil eye. Stay grounded; remember your goal.”
Advertisement: Anyone? — Journal Entries 2023
Starting to devalue my self-esteem by the people, places, and things. Becoming the center of focus, the all-eyes-on-you type of guy. As I start to devalue my self-esteem, I’m just trying to figure out the chain to my rhythm— to the root, to when it all…
What daily habit do you do that improves your quality of life? — Journal Entries 2023
There’s a new remedy I saw on the Today show: tapping—three taps on certain parts of your body. It’s helped me cut down on cigarettes, anxiety, and lately, my personal experiences. (I know—broad.)
Dear My Company I Kept — Journal Entries 2023
As the restful hours come to an end, I expelled my colleagues from the burning office, as if the price they gave me to pay hourly was even worth it. Some walked back in, looked back with such disgust. Ha. As the restful hours come to an end, I tried to…
Dogs or cats? — Journal Entries 2023
We’re dogs now, cats!
Describe one habit that brings you joy. — Journal Entries 2023
A morning cigarette, and the thought of having a joint right after.
To Be Present or Not — Journal Entries 2023
Just because they said no, don’t go crying wolf. Life will always continue. We are just memories, matched with such high egos. Become a purpose, or shut up.