This Is the PTSD Talking — Journal Entries 2023
I’m praying for the days ahead that will bring an at-ease mindset—finding some kind of way so that the people, places, and things won’t rush my end date. Praying for days of some kind of solid healing, for my body at least. I am beautiful— the inside is…
Subtle Deceptions — Journal Entries 2023
Sometimes telling yourself to be subtle will attract the opposite of what you are wanting. The key word is “wanting.” Wanting is the unknown. (Are the people, places, and things thriving off the evil eye portrayed by both sides?) Yes, both sides. Imagine…
I Guess the World Hasn’t Had Different Days — Journal Entries 2023
Easy isn’t how I want you to portray your stigma when you first meet me. Create an unknown stigma. He likes to understand the unknown; it creates a new stigma for his people, places, and things. Pour your heart out without even speaking. Cry him a melody…
What’s your favorite recipe? — Journal Entries 2023
To answer in Poetic Vincent language: they can’t claim they held your hand through the struggles when the only hand being held was your left, as you put your right and left together. You then begin asking for help, guidance, and some truth during these…
Tell us about the last thing you got excited about. — Journal Entries 2023
This— moments ago. The backstory: there’s a bar across the street that’s always loud.
Boy Oh Boy — Journal Entries 2023
Don’t call me a narcissist if you know my self-worth. I am not the mirror to your insecurities. It’s your judgment, based on your ignorance, that brings up the evil eye for nonsense scenarios that don’t have to happen.
Completely over it! — An Inconvenient Attachment
Completely over it! An inner lie that I have to work on: “The Completely Over It Part.” Is there something a conflicted soul needs repaired? Then again, a daily reminder of “The Completely Over It Part,”…
As I begin to start the next page, — An Inconvenient Attachment
As I begin to start the next page, the lover of my past chapters begins to be written, as if the lover of my past chapters just can’t leave a moment out of my mind— dwelling on the inner thoughts of the past while…
Being seen as “young love,” — An Inconvenient Attachment
Being seen as “young love,” not something real. Sad, broken, torn, leaving a mess to pick up of a shattered heart. Don’t give up. Push further. Tomorrow will come… Goodnight for now…
After losing someone, — An Inconvenient Attachment
After losing someone, getting back out there is so hard. The insecurities are back… your doubts are more prone to happening. Self-respect isn’t there… Shaky body, bleeding heart, sworn into a negative mental state.…