The Momentum — Jaded
The mountains I climbed to reach my destination left me on my knees, praying to the heavens for strength to complete this worn-out path— a journey through repeating routes, endless cycles, and roadblocks I once thought were impassable. When I give myself…
The Cost of Return — Jaded
If I had a dollar for every time someone left my life, I would be a billionaire. If I had a dollar for every time they left and came back, I would have nothing. Because absence has value. But return—return costs me everything. The reopening of doors, the…
Do You Ever Leave Yourself Alone — Jaded
Torture syndrome still lingers at the rate of my successful climax, pedaling so far, yet the pedals always need changing. Am I doing too much? Or am I doing too little? Seems like the world would rather have torture syndrome than one less lonely pedal…
I. — Jaded
I laughed when I entered the room, thinking I played the elephant, the one no one dares to name. “An anti-hero with a superpower: turning everyday moments into scripts— the dullest of scenes, a story of—”
Spoiled Cries with Deeper Cries — Jaded
Risen from the ashes built by the pawnings and landings of past, future, and current events. Not a thing learned, not a thing earned, but the bypassings of others, tarnishing them with backstabbing approaches and a spoiled hail of cries. It ran on for…
Just It — Jaded
Loneliness isn’t the right word for my distance. And calling me a poet— well, that doesn’t mean love will find me. When you hear opinions, assumptions, mediocrity, you learn to brush off their tracks— yes, tracks. Because sometimes you have to go back…
If Not Today, Then Tomorrow — Jaded
He stands more powerful than ever before, a man reshaped by the fire of his journey. This path was never just about survival— it was a reckoning, a shift in power. No longer bound by the past, he moves in harmony with a force greater than himself,…
The Walk Away — Journal Entries 2023
Ever hear yourself walk away from your body? The first sign of “pitching a pity party” has begun. Howling to your own pack to seek the emotional damages they left. Your scar overwhelms your process of trying to be more socially acceptable during the…
Once It’s Called Again — Journal Entries 2023
When the world is walking into you— your type of emotional response, the mask of resentments— is it the unintentional ignorance of the truth you are masking? Now you’re in a window display for the acts of judgment, set to self-destruct. The daily routine…
Story Line — Journal Entries 2023
Your past leaves scars, dents, scrapes, laughter, and subtle cries. The present teaches lessons, guidance, patience, and practice. The future: your present-day past errors, revisited into a teaching lesson— some kind of new emotional or physical…