When I think of you, — An Inconvenient Attachment

When I think of you,
 my world wants to be with you.
 When I think of you,
 my world wants to end with you.
 Inner thoughts of unspeakable emotions,
 of unbreakable actions
 that might lead to catastrophic events
 that will end in bloodshed.
 Maybe it’s best for us to end,
 but maybe it’s best if you stay.
 It’s so ambivalent.
 It’s so reasonable to feel this way!
 When I think of you,
 my world wants to be with you.
 The war of an innocent mind,
 of unseemly emotions of the unknown,
 has hit me—
 a wrecking-ball hit.
 Loneliness,
 sadness,
 the battle of an innocent mind,
 of the seemly emotions of the unknown.