Spoiled Cries with Deeper Cries — Jaded
Risen from the ashes built by the pawnings and landings of past, future, and current events. Not a thing learned, not a thing earned, but the bypassings of others, tarnishing them with backstabbing approaches and a spoiled hail of cries. It ran on for…
I Can Sit There — Jaded
I can sit there— give you everything. Knowledge, hands that help, even a roof when storms hit. And what did you do? You got comfy in the riddles I gave you— “Give him an inch, let’s see if I can run a mile.” So you tried. Oh, I saw. And I sat there. Sat…
Price of Nice — Jaded
He smiled when they cursed, bowed when they mocked, gave when it hurt, and never once balked. He listened too long, spoke softly in storms, offered his coat when the world wasn’t warm. They called him a saint, “A good one, a light,” but shadows grow long…
Call It Friendship — Jaded
If I were the circus to your clown party, why not, right? All eyes on me, walking the thin line between chaos and grace, the spotlight burning while you paint my face— controlled, laughed at, a trending topic spinning beneath the big top. Juggling masks…
Versions of Betrayal — Jaded
Getting used to a new custom— built by the version of me that dares to seek a better self— feels like betrayal pressed deeper into the spine I used to trust. Familiar rituals, once comforting, now ache like borrowed sins. Hopeful beginnings have made me…
Let’s Move On, Yes? — Journal Entries 2023
A narcissist will always point out the ones called narcissists by the people, places, and things. This emotional response is always pure shock. The narcissist will always be masked by jealousy.
Idk Anymore — Journal Entries 2023
Getting used to a new custom, built by the version of yourself that seeks a better you, seems to push the backstabbing further into my back. Getting used to a certain custom while meeting hopeful beginnings has made me more unpopular.
Reverse Psychology to the Point — Journal Entries 2023
Imagine being so insecure you made a game plan to convince the people who could potentially take his life away. Imagine being so sure the game plan would be completed. Never underestimate someone’s worth based on your own self-worth. It just ends with…
F*ck You — Journal Entries 2023
Walking through the forest of invalid information you gave me to find my way back home, I started to hurtle into an angry, confused, and scared state of mind, so that the things around me became concerned with the aura I was beaming. Walking through the…
Subtle Deceptions — Journal Entries 2023
Sometimes telling yourself to be subtle will attract the opposite of what you are wanting. The key word is “wanting.” Wanting is the unknown. (Are the people, places, and things thriving off the evil eye portrayed by both sides?) Yes, both sides. Imagine…